Reversing orbit.

For the past few months, I’ve become increasingly iPad-centric in my use of iOS. This had been happening since iOS 9 came out, certainly, but the scales tipped inexplicably about two months ago, and the momentum was only accelerated by the adoption of the 12.9″ Pro. I now spend the majority of my time on the iPad, doing everything I had been doing and a lot more.

My iPhone 6s, meanwhile, has been relegated to a different role. I still use it quite a bit, but if we’re being honest, it’s definitely my second choice if I want to do something. Sometimes it’s the only choice, in a scenario where I don’t have the iPad, but given the choice, at this point, it’s number two.

This got me thinking. I take my iPad to the office each day, and bring it home. It’s my anchor. My iPhone is the smaller device I always have with me: my camera, my hotspot, my payment token. If I’m going to carry two devices (almost) everywhere, why not lighten the load a little bit?

Then this happened.

And I went, “wow, cool, a tiny phone with big phone guts” like a lot of other people. I’ve always liked the iPhone 5/5s style. In fact, I actually still prefer it to the iPhone 6/6s style. I like the new style, but it just never felt as natural to me. And while some folks saw the SE as a step backward in terms of looks, I agree with Apple:

we started with a beloved design…

But I held onto my 6s. Then I was pushing one of my kids in the stroller around the neighborhood while trying to text with the other hand, and it started to dawn on me: my specific use cases for my phone have changed. It used to be my do-literally-everything device, and it has become my do-a-handful-of-things-well device. Which I am absolutely fine with. As such, the thought that kept gnawing at me since then has been clear.

I think I’m going back to a(n even) smaller phone.

Right now, my phone needs to be able to do exactly four things well:

  • camera
  • communication
  • payments
  • capture small bits of information

Prior to the SE announcement, there was no way a 5s was going to close out that list. It’d get there on #2 and #4, but #1 after seeing the 6s photos? Nope. And no Apple Pay–I’d be lying if I said I don’t use it every chance I get.

The SE does those. In a tiny, powerful package. With a design I always liked, without (much) compromise.

Yes, I’ll have to live without 3D Touch. In all honesty, while I do use it, I often forget it’s there. It’s never stuck with me all that much, and I’ve really tried. I always press everything to see what happens, but it’s inconsistently applied, and in some cases, just not worth the time. Maybe someday, but not now.

Yes, there’s going to be a lot less onscreen at once. This is probably the biggest trade off I’ll need to make, and the toughest to come to terms with. It’s nice having a bit of extra room to read and interact with things. But you know what? I interacted with this smaller size for freaking years in the absence of a larger phone, and my world kept turning. I do a lot of reading on my phone, but I’m prepared to make a change in how I use it to see if the difference makes sense.

Yes, there will likely be a new phone in the fall, that does amazing things. See that list up there that I mentioned? Those four things are truly all my phone needs to do these days.

But what it does do well, is plenty. The camera and internals are 6s-quality. Apple Pay is in. Touch ID, while not as fast as the 6s, is there. The things that are integral to the “portable communicator” table stakes are there.

There’s something else though.

I’ve written about my time away from Twitter and the web at large and how it changed me. Part of that was spending less time looking at my tiny screen(s) in general. I’ve set upon an internal logic for this new thought technology:

  1. If I have the iPad, I will use the iPad, because it is better.
  2. If I don’t have the iPad, chances are I am somewhere where it is either not necessary to be looking at a screen, or not appropriate.
  3. If this is the case, the only things I probably need to do are take a photo, pay for something, or communicate quickly.

Which basically means the time I spend looking at screens is better spent, and the time when I am not looking at screens is even better spent. I will be (or at least try to be, I mean, this is an experiment, after all) more present, more attentive, and more in the moment. I feel like this is a natural extension of my thought process for the past few months, and even though there’s a part of my brain that’s like “you are seriously drunk, man”… I’m thinking it’s at least worth a try.

Worst case scenario: I freak out, return it or sell it, and go back to a bigger phone. Best case scenario: I was right, a new pattern emerges, and the things I care about come into focus a little more.

Hey, if this is my biggest challenge right now, I’m thankful as hell. In the meantime, I’m off to buy a tiny phone.

Author: Seth Clifford

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